The reason of blue is…

my feelling is blue recently.
becouse,the thing of that i want to do from now on don't take shape in my mine.the clear thing is that i want to study abroad.now of finished degree show,i think draw a picture more,study art more in the country of not japan.the reason is i want to know the way of thinking other japanease and feel something of i'm not ever my life.
so,i decided.
but…,what are you doing?i study oil painting,textiledesign.....etc.................i want to do a lot of thing.

first of all,i think what to study in abroad.there is where?mexico?spain?brazir?
i dont understand, have long like mexico.why????????i dont know.....
i have to know why do i lke mexico.mexico?why?colore city of colore.colore of sun.
one time,i have to go to mexico.the time of degree show.5mounth or 6mounth?
tomorrow, i'll lstudy mexico history in the library of school.
not only mexico,i have to think of mine again.

at once,i have to advance my answer to my mother and my father.
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